Everybody Needs To Understand My Rock and Roll

People always tell me what I need to do

what to think and what to say

Maybe I should just play along

who would care anyway?

But I can't stay quiet no matter what I do

that's just not how I roll

Everybody needs to understand my rock and roll

Conformity will take its toll

I can't stay quiet to save my soul

Cause everybody needs to understand my rock and roll

There was a time I was like you

I did what you'd expect me to do

Predictable and the same as everyone I knew

Soul-less eyes just ain't for me

I've never been much for doing what I’m told

I prefer to go my own way

Doing the expected gets terribly old

I'd rather come out and play

Am I crazy? Maybe so, I don't know

It just beats selling my soul

Everybody needs to understand my rock and roll

Conformity will take its toll

Take your happiness, take your soul

Everybody needs to understand my rock and roll

words and music by J Franklin Evans and Talyan Wright

Budding rock star pix

I know I've mentioned my goddaughter and her mom came over from California for a visit earlier. They were going to be in a wedding in Atlanta and came down here to Savannah to visit a couple of days. I got a chance to spend some time with them, which was wonderful, as I miss them both so much.

Anyways, of course I took some pix, and thought I'd share a couple. This is my goddaughter, Talyan:

She was wearing her mom's glasses in this shot. Ain't she cute?

Here's one of her and me--I'm the ugly one:

She's actually a professional actress--she's appeared in an ad for Dial Nutriskin, a play, music videos, and she's going to be in a Lifetime anthology movie called Project Five, which will air next year. I'm very proud of her, needless to say.

But she's also a budding rock star. She spent some time banging away on a couple of my guitars and making up some lyrics on the fly---a couple were pretty good ideas, actually, and I may write something based on one of them some time. Which means she may get a songwriting credit before she's eight.

Anyway, I just throught I'd share these. I'm sure you can tell why I go on and on about her sometimes.





Coming up next!

I think I've finally decided what I'm going to work on over the next little while.

I've had this pipe dream of starting a band for a long time now, and I think I'm getting close to 'it's-now-or-never' time. Of course, I don't have the resources right now to do much about it, and I really don't know any musicians or singers who would work for what I have planned, but that won't stop me.

When I move to Douglasville later this year I'll have access to more people, which means I'll also have access to more musicians. There are bound to be a few who have the qualities I'm looking for. These would be:

• A female vocalist with a smoky voice--think Melissa Etheridge.
• A drummer who likes to lay down heavy, Bill Ward style beats.
• A synthesist with a setup that has a good pipe-organ voice, as well as a Moog and decent piano.
• A bass player who is a bit innovative and likes to work in the lower-end of the neck.
• A good violinist wouldn't hurt, either. Think Pete Johansen. Listen to Tristania.
• Another guitarist who can shred would be nice, too.
• And they will all need to be people I can get along with, and who want to play the type of music I want to play, and not play music I don't want to play.

Yes, I have a name for this band, and no, I'm not going to share it. I think it's a really good name that nobody else is using, as far as I can tell. I've had other names like that for bands in the past--unique, interesting, and creative--and made the mistake of mentioning them to others, and in no time at all somebody else was using them. Every. Damned. Time. So, I'm not even going to breathe it, this time. You'll find out when I'm ready for you to find out. Sorry.

But I will start writing some stuff, maybe creating some demos of songs, writing lyrics, that sort of thing.

Anyways, if you're a musician in the Douglasville, GA, area and dig dark, melodic Gothic metal (think Draconian, and some Tristania, especially their Illumination CD), and want to give it a shot, give me a holler.

I can gurantee the worst thing I'll do is say, "No." And I may just say, "Maybe!" Heh.

Vacation Monday randomocity

I spent a goodly chunck of yesterday with my best friend, Rox, and her daughter (my goddaughter), Tai. They live in Los Angeles so I don't get to see them very often--it'd been a year and a half since their last trip. I had a wonderful time with them--Tai still surprises me with her energy and creativity, and Rox is, as always, fun to be around, and is more beautiful than ever, which is saying a lot. They leave tomorrow morning--I should be able to spend a little more time with them today. Tomorrow expect a pitiful posting as I wallow in sadness, missing them both so much.

Tai is turning into quite the musician, as well as the actress--she spent a lot of time banging on one of my guitars, making up her own songs. It was hysterical, but impressive, really--she had a couple of pretty decent ideas for metal tunes that I may actually use at some point. She definitely gets the attitude. And she may get a songwriting credit at some point.

I'm on vacation this week, as I believe I've mentioned. I don't really have anything planned, though I think I'll spend my time starting tomorrow planning some new projects. At this point I have no idea what those would be.

Anyways, I'm going to chill out as much as possible, maybe jettison some stuff I want to get rid of, make some plans, and make some decisions. Stay tuned if you want to know what those turn out to be!

Random randomocity

It's a sad fact that the more you stress that you are no good at something, the more people seem to think you are fantastic at it.

Like me with numbers. I suck at math. I'm terrible at it. I can barely add and subtract. You start throwing numbers at me I'm going to get confused. Quicklly.

But there are people out there who seem to think I'm some sort of math whiz. I keep getting asked to check other people's calculations, or to do projects that involve balancing and whatnot. It makes my brain hurt.

My friend's Kickstarter campaign to raise money for her webseries is almost over.  Tomorrow is the deadline. Go here to view the trailer and contribute. http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1208894240/witchy-ways

At least share the link with your friends, post it on Facebook, or Tweet it. This show will be something special. View the trailer at least and you'll see. Every little bit helps, and time is running out.

My friend also has a short film available, "Hearts on the Knee," here: http://www.vimeo.com/24496436. Check it out. Rox wrote the screenplay.

Not much going on with me right now, artistically. I'm still considering a few projects, trying to decide what to do next. Nothing is really speaking to me--I guess I still want to see what's going to happen with Seer.

Oh, well. Just talking to hear myself talk tonight. Click the links above, dig my friend's work. Listen to my tunes, too--those links are all over the place, but you can go to http://www.reverbnation.com/jfranklinevans if that makes it easier.

That should keep you busy and out of trouble for a couple hours, anyway!

200th post randomocity!

Yes! This is my 200th post. Jeez, I've had a lot to say. Most of it really forgettable, I'll admit.

Spending the weekend doing some house cleaning, getting ready for a visit by my best friend and my goddaughter. I'll be the first to admit I'm not a house-keeper. I really do have a blind-spot when it comes to messes. Even other guys are shocked sometimes at the stuff I don't even notice. So, if I think something is bad, that's really not a good sign.

Artistically I don't have anything at all going on right now, other than some note-making for sequels to Seer. Ridiculous, I know, but I dig the characters and thinking about them is a pleasant way to spend some time. Even thinking about some really unpleasant things that are going to happen to them is kind of fun. Heh heh . . .

Work has been a madhouse over the past few weeks, and it's only going to get worse. I'm expecting to get the word soon as to when I'm supposed to move to Douglasville--I really need to start jettisoning some crap that I don't need in preparation for that. It's amazing the stuff I've accumulated over the years.

One thing I'm going to get rid of is my stereo--it's over 20 years old and it has a pair of enormous speakers. I realized the other day that I haven't even turned it on, the entire time I've lived here. The right speaker isn't even hooked up. I guess that means it'd be okay to get rid of it. If I can figure out what to do with it.

That's going to be my main problem--stuff I need to get rid of but can't just throw away, for one reason or another. I'll have to look into how to get rid of this falling apart love-seat, and a couple of really old computers. Among some other things.

So, that's my weekend. What's happening with you?

The end of a long day randomocity

It's my week to work until 5 o'clock and it's killing me. You'd think it wouldn't--it's only an extra 45 minutes, after all--but damn! It just completely bumfuzzles my entire evening!

My best friend and her daughter--who happens to be my goddaughter--are coming to visit week after next. I can hardly wait--haven't seen either of them since xmas year before last. It'll be around my friend's birthday and I'll be able to give her her birthday present in person for once. It does mean, though, that I need to clean up the Jeff-cave, which is something I don't do very often. Started in the bathroom last night and that was a job.

I started thinking about forming a Draconian tribute band after I move later this year, too. Maybe it'll become more than a pipe dream, maybe not. It depends on a number of factors. Why Draconian, you ask? Well, for one thing, I love their music. For another, their sound is close to what I'd love in a band I start myself. If I can find a group of people who can pull off, say, "Heaven Laid In Tears," then I've found a group of people who can do the music I want to do. But that's easier said than done--it'll be hard to find a woman who has the kind of voice I'm looking for, and I'll need a keyboard player with an expensive and elaborate setup. Not easy. Plus they'd all have to be people I can get along with and that is also not easy. And they'd also have to like the music I want to perform--last couple of bands I was in, we started out playing some pretty good stuff and wound up-over my strong objections--to playing old Rolling Stones tunes and Lynrd Skynrd crap. Bor-ring.

Anyway, my late week will be over tomorrow, things will return to semi-normal next week, then the week after that I'm on vacation for my friend's visit. Can't wait!